Tennesee Bound???

Well, i say i need a vacation and the opportunity for one presrented itself. While at Bunco last week, my friend Tiffney and her mom were talking about going to TN this summer. Tiffney said i should go. Well, i told her we just can't afford a vacation....she suggested that they would keep the split for the cabin the same, so I wouldn't have to pay for housing and would only need money for spending. They cook in every day rather than eat out, to save money too. Well, I was talking with my mom bc they really want us to go....and i said yeah, but spending money in itself can be a lot depending on what they plan on doing. Mom said she could pay for some of our stuff. It would only be me and Makenneh going as Jeremy doesn't get a paid vacation until October and we can't afford for him to take a week off work. I would leave Sebastian here, as I think it would just make it more enjoyable...him only being a little over a year old. But, depending on how it would work....i may take him. Jeremy will be here for him in the evenings, but would need a sitter while he was at work. So, it may just be easier for someone to jsut keep him the week, but then i worry about him being away from home and mom for a whole week. So, i have a lot of things to mull over. Im thinking that when it comes down to it, i will have to take the little munchkin. A week is an eternity. We will see. I wouldn't feel so bad if he could at least be here with daddy in the evenings. So, im thinking maybe someone could stay here for the week. That way, they could watch him during day and then dad would be here at night. And whoever watched him would have their evenings free. What to do....a vacation so close i can taste it, yet seemingly just out of reach. I also thought maybe jeremy could bank some hours at work (they allow them to work through lunch and stay after whenever they want and they can bank those hours to take days off with pay) and then he could maybe take thurs and fri off so then we would only need a sitter for mon thru wed. That wouldnt be so bad. Thankfully I have til June to get it all figured out. I also feel guilty for going and leaving Jeremy behind. But, its a chance in a lifetime..ive never been able to just go on a vacation, out of state like this. And I don't see us being able to do it any time in the near future, either.