WHERE THE HELL IS MY DIGITAL CAMERA?!

Yeah, well, I got my camera out to take a pic of Sebastian this morning and then thought i should take my batteries out and charge them up. So i did that and put camera back on counter. I spent most of the day cleaning, hanging things on walls, uncluttering some. Well, tonight, went to take a pic of sebastina with some bday cake....no fucking camera. Excuse the language, but let me tell you, i am so beyond sick of kids, sick of messes sick of shit disappearing into thin air, you name it. I do not ever get a break from kids. Most of the day i have 4, but all day i have 2! I just want to get in that car and drive until i run out of gas.....ALL BY MYSELF! But I'll be damned, gas is up to 2.75/gallon. Coincidence? I think not. Today was the first beautiful spring day we have had since spring started and gas skyrockets! LOL. Yeah i may type LOL, but trust me, i really am not laughing about anything right now. I feel like i could explode. Or actually, more like implode. I am going to try to relax, forget bout the cam for now and hopefully, with a clear head tomorrow I will find it. please say a prayer. I cannot afford to replace it and my 35mm is broke. So, i will have no camera. we checked outside, bc the girls were playing out there, but didnt see it. i sure hope its not out there, as its supposed to rain tonight. and bc i took out like 3 bags of trash to the dumpster, guess who was up there digging through trash? Ugh, disgusting, but i thought maybe one of the kids threw it away. When you have a house of 3, 2, 1.5, 1 yr old kids, anything is possible. I threatened to make them all sit on the couch tomorrow.....so i can keep both eyes on them at all times. But in all honesty, it may not be that the kids grabbed it. But i sure wont rule it out, bc where else would it be???

Anyway, this post is a drag....so im gonna stop bitching and ranting for now. May the angels above drop that sucker in my lap soon!